Sunday, April 5, 2009; 11:54 PM
Today..
Afternoon Go Pray Ah Gong..
Wif Mum..Aunts..Uncles..Ah Ma..
Evening..
Lan N Slacking..
Wif Ro & Ck..
Wif Their Church Fren..
Joanna & Rebecca..
If Im Nt Wrong..
N Its Joanna's Bday..
I Didnt Noe..Sorrie..
Nt In A Gd Mood..
Tried My Best To Cover Myself..
Haizz...
Was So Confused..
To Wads Happening..
It Jus Seems Too Sudden..
Simply Felt The Distance..
The Big Space Suddenly..
I Realli Dun Understand WHY?!?
Why Is Tis Happening??
Wads Going On??
Wads Happening To Us??
Since When Tis Realli Start To Happen??
How Come I Didnt Get To Understand Anything??
Is Tis Jus A Misunderstanding???
Wad R U Trying To Do??
Why R U Doing Tis??
Wad R U Thinking??
Why Did U Think Tis Way??
Theres Tons N Thousands Of..
Questions I Wan To Ask..
Tons N Thousands Of..
Truth I Wan To Noe Frm U..
Tons N Thousands Of..
Answers I Wan U To Answer..
Tons N Thousands Of..
Things I Wan To Tell U..
After Hearing Frm Him..
If Im At Wrong..
Den Y Didnt U Tell Me??
Den Y Didnt U SCOLD Me??
I Rather Getting Scolded By U!!
Than Getting Ignored..
If The Info Frm Him Was Wrong..
Den Y Is Tis Happening??
If Tis's Jus A Misunderstanding..
Den Y Didnt U Tell Me Anything??
Den Y Is Tis Happening??
Mayb I Still Dun Understand U??
Mayb I Still Dunno Who U R??
Mayb I Still Dunno Wad U R??
Mayb Im Thinking Too Much??
Mayb Im Jus Letting My Imgination Go Wild??
Mayb I Shld Get More Evidence Be4 I Conclude Wads Going On??
Mayb U R Having Difficulties??
Mayb U Hav Ur Reason For Tis??
Mayb U R Misunderstanding Something??
DAMN IT LARHX!!
ARGHHHHH!~!~!~!~!
So Mani Questions!!
They R All Inside My Head..
Flying Round N Round..
Coming In N Out..
Going Left N Right..
Banging Here N There..
Strucking In My Head..
Its Going To EXPLODE SOON!!
Haizz..
Im Getting Tired..
Tired Of Moving On..
Tired Of Loving..
Tired Of Being Hurt..
Tired Of Being Lonely Again N Again..
Tired Of Living..
I Realli Hate Myself..
I Hate My Fate..
I Hate My Life..
I Hate My Feelings..
I Hate My Path..
GOD!!!
Y Am I The One?????????????
Y Am I The One Recieving Tis Kind Of Life??
Y Am I The One Having Tis Kind Of Fate??
Y Am I The One Always Getting Hurt??
Y Am I The One Left Alone??
Y Am I The One Keep On Losing??
Y Am I The One Crying Alone??
Y Am I The One No 1 Can Understand??
Y Am I The One Having No 1 To Spend My Life Wif??
Y Am I The One Drinking Alone At Home??
Y Am I Even Borned??
I Realli Wished I Was Never Borned Right Now..
My Life Is Lyk A Road..
Its A Veri Long One..
All I See Is Forest Beside The Road..
A Forest Tat Hav No End..
The Road Is One Long Str8 Line..
The Point I Am Right Now..
Its Similar To The Point I've Started..
N Wad I Saw Infront..
Is Oso Veri Similar..
The Sky Is Dark..
So Is The Forest..
I Cannot See Any Lights..
Cannot Find Any Exits..
Jus Wif My 1 N Onli Touch..
Walking On The Road..
Hope To Find An Exit..
Probraly At The End Of The Road..
People Sometimes Appear In My Road..
N Leave Their Footsteps On The Road..
Den They Go Disappear Again..
Some Stab Me In The Heart..
Some Help Me To Stand Up Again..
Some Just Stand There N Watch Me..
I Had To Stand Up Again Wif My Strength..
N Use The Remainding Strength..
To Continue Walking Down The Road..
Now..I Fall Again..
Whos Gonna Help Me Up??
Whos Gonna Show Me The Way??
Whos Gonna Show Me Tat Bit Of Light..
Showing Me The Way To Go..
Giving Me The Will To Keep Moving..
Who???? Myself????
Im Tired Of Tis Boring & Lonely Long Road..
Im Drinking..
Again N Again..
Trying To Temporary Heal The Pain..
When Im Small..
I Think Those Adults..
Using Tis Method..
R All Fools..
Cuz It Doesnt Make A Different..
Bt Nw I Can Understand..
Cuz Im Doing It..
Back To The Lonely Life..
The Boring Old Life..
Walking On The Dark Road Again..
Look 1 Step..Move 1 Step..
Moving Forward..
Aimlessly..
LOLamer Is K.O
BaiiZhenZhu Is Dead..
Ben Is Never Alive..
Derrick Is Dying Soon..